"If I'm not laughing, then I'm crying. And I still haven't been that open about how dark and ugly it really gets," Howie Mandel tells PEOPLE Howie Mandel has been living with severe anxiety and ...

I felt it on my face and I couldn't stop smiling,' Howie said. Schumacher, a two-person Japanese comedy act, put on animal outfits. This time one wore a horse outfit and wiggled through a hula hoop.